Returning to the UK in less than 2 days, and absolutely NOT enjoying the packing. Definitely not looking forward to hulling luggage down the streets of London either. Or the admin mess that I'll need to sort out once I arrive. Yes, another 4-5 more years of this moving about, it's surely not a most comforting thought. I'm just looking forward to settling down again and living a routinely home-hermit life. And of course, fast internet.

Got to stuff my face with hawker food for the next few meals. No time to meet up with people anymore, I'm still trying to squish everything into the little weight limit that I have. Got to thank Pongs though for lending me a few kilos of hers. So now, back to the impossible task of packing. See you online soon folksers.

Today, I put my sister's kid's diaper on the wrong way. Other than that, there has been nothing worth writing about going on in my life right now. It is simply revolving around eating, sleeping, reading, exercising and going out. Life now is the best.

So I took a break off Assassin's Creed to play LBP and Killzone 2. I don't think I have the flair for shooting games am getting into the groooove of shooting games finally, but if your death toll doesn't count (only your kill count matters), then there is an incentive to play since I don't have to worry about watching my ass now. As for LBP, it is the cutest. game. ever.



Highly addictive and very innovative. Love it!

Why are people so passive about debates?
Do not shy away from them.
Do not be afraid to be wrong.
It is the process that summarises the argument, much more than the outcome.

It was a tragedy. Truly a sorrowful story.

I knew I knewwwwwwwwww I shouldn't have started on Eden of the East.
Big regrets. Now I'm suffering in abstinence. Can't let myself watch more till after the exams! Argh.

I H8 sociology
H8 H8 H8 H8 H8!
angst.

At times like these, I discover that I am truly nocturnal and deserving of a user picture such as on the left. While I spent my past month sleeping at 7am, there was still some semblance of a cycle going on there. But right now, I'm just catching my twenty (I dare not call it forty) winks every now and then when I feel the lack of concentration. There is no fixed timing, just two hours or three in midday or after breakfast. It is dawn as I type this, and the sun is up early, looking as if it's 9am already.

But returning to the point about my nocturnal behaviour, I have realised that as hard as I've tried (or attempted to try) to sleep earlier and study in the day, all efforts fail. The sun is constantly illuminating my bed with its warm welcoming rays of comfort and joy, enticing me as the sandman does. The words that my eyes have glanced by at least ten times in the past half hour simply climb out of my ears. Hence I have deduced that I am truly a being of the night, where I thrive in unnatural light and attain energy with an antonym of photosynthesis.

As it is, I have given up trying to keep up a cycle because it is futile. And exams are right round the corner, there's no time to be worrying about sleeping patterns! I hope I don't lose this motivation before exams begin.

I always rely on panic attacks to bring me to greater heights. Can the same be done this time?

Filling a bottle with water from a jar is almost as therapeutic as bursting bubble wrap.

This must be a lesson of the pride I've harboured for too long.
I now find myself seeking answers. Perhaps this was meant to be.
That He would herd His stray sheep back to Him.

It's the last few weeks of school with finals coming up in two weeks, how time has passed me by! There has been too much that has happened over my first year away from home. I have barely grasped a hold of my life over here and now one year is soon gone. Please slow down, the uneternal, I don't wish to grow up so quickly. As for now, I ought to be revising with much vigor and intensity. Oh studies please motivate me with stress and insomnia (got to stop sleeping so much).

I am in dire need for new songs to tide me through this uninspiring time of year. Nice songs for me, anyone? Now, now, now.. I need to get my arse back on track, finals are coming!

I've only had half my bento box and I'm full. Why can't this happen every night.
Got to stop gorging in my catered dinners. Very unhealthy.

People never know how to react to religion.

TODAY IS NOT MY BIRTHDAY.
Why is everyone wishing me!
I've received texts and facebook wall posts.
But, my birthday isn't here yet!

I am so confused.



(By the way, thank you hall folks for the early birthday surprise.)

One of those holing-up days. I woke up early today at 2.30pm, which is a good achievement considering how I've been warping my sleep by going to bed at 7am every night morning. I don't see how I'll be able to fix it anytime soon though, but I'll try. I'm thinking if it was a bad decision to have a macs meal last night at 4am. Probably why I'm feeling them blues right now. A good dinner tonight should fix that though.

I'm going to Spain for 9 days of easter next weekend
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..sigh.

Always greener pastures..
When will we learn contentment?